I have a boyfriend. I love him, but because I love him, I can't express my sexual desires. I always end up thinking, "If I say this, he'll be put off," or "If I do that, he'll be put off," and so I always end up with standard play. I applied because I really wanted to experience some exciting sex. Specifically, things like being teased with toys. I'm a masochist, so this gets me excited. My parents are the presidents of a resort company, and honestly, I've never had any financial problems. I've always had a comfortable life. They told me to get a job, so I work at a hotel through my father's introduction. I live alone, but I don't pay rent. As long as I'm working, my parents seem happy. I was raised with such care and have such a good life, so I wonder what my parents would think if they found out I was having sex in a place like this in public. They pinched my nipples hard, used a vibrator on me while I was standing, and squirted loads onto the floor. From behind, they thrust hard, slapped me on the butt, and pulled my hair. The feeling of being forcefully dominated by a man was incredibly exciting. I'm sorry, Mom, Dad, and boyfriend.