I've been married for about two years. Married life is fun. My husband works in real estate management. When I first visited his house, I saw that he lived in a luxury apartment in Tokyo, and I knew I wanted to marry him. Now, my wish has come true and we're living happily as newlyweds. However, my sex life is not satisfying. I thought that rent income would bring in money just by being at home, but it seems he's busy with other things. He doesn't come home often, and my husband, who is a generation older than me, is gradually losing his stamina. His stamina has also significantly decreased recently. So, I feel lonely, and I always masturbate to erotic thoughts to console myself. I thought that doing adult videos would be a bold move, but my husband doesn't use the internet very often... so I figured he wouldn't notice. Being touched by a man other than my husband for the first time in a while made my body heat up and become very sensitive. I was so embarrassed that I opened my vagina wide, sticking it out for the camera, that my face turned red. But when he said, "Oh, you're so beautiful..." and focused on stimulating my clitoris, it felt amazing, and the images of us doing something erotic made me even more excited. When he put his finger inside me, it stimulated me on top and my clit underneath, and it felt so good that my mind went blank. My husband could never do such advanced techniques. He made me squirt when he made a little quick movements. When I saw a man's fully erect penis, I couldn't help but lick it. I wonder when I became so greedy for erotic things. Maybe my fantasies and desires have turned me into a pervert because I masturbate too much every day. His thick penis thrusting into my wet vagina felt amazing, and I think I could become addicted. I'll never be satisfied with my husband again.