My name is Sugisaki. My husband and I have been trying to have a baby, but we just can't seem to find the right compatibility or the right timing. We've both had tests, but again, the results were unsuccessful. We were struggling as a couple, and then my husband started asking me if I wanted to get sperm from someone else. At first, I didn't understand what he meant. I don't want to have sex with anyone else, and I want a child with my husband, so I can't do it with someone else. But he said, "I want your child." He doesn't mind if the sperm isn't his. That's right, my husband has been saying for a while that he wants to have sex with other men and see what they're doing—a cuckolding kind of thing? I guess I was a little tired from trying to have a baby, so I agreed to his proposal. Today, I'm meeting someone he contacted through a message board he posted on.