When someone says, "The other day was great," I don't know how to respond. It's not that I'm not happy, but I still feel embarrassed. I've participated in a few shoots, and I'm starting to recognize more and more of the staff. I feel embarrassed, so why do I keep coming back here? Sometimes I think that, but the truth is, I've long since realized my feelings. This is an experience I can only have here, a pleasure I can only experience here. I can't resist it anymore. If I had said, "I want you to try being a little aggressive today," the first time, I probably wouldn't have been able to do anything. The reason I was able to honestly say I'd try today was because of my past experiences. The kiss started slowly. Carefully, but aggressively. I was nervous, but I quickly became obsessed. I licked him passionately, enjoying the way he grew, and I wanted him to touch me too. I asked him to lick mine, and he said it was really wet. I was aware that I was wet while he was licking me, so I was embarrassed. As for how much he dominated me...to be honest, I'm not sure. In the end, I felt like he took the lead a lot. But...it was the most proactive night I've ever been.