It's not that I hate sex with my boyfriend. I think we're normal sexual people. But I just can't help but feel something's missing... I've never been sexually satisfied, even with my ex-boyfriends. I don't know why I'm not satisfied. I feel the security of our body heat mixing and the stimulation, but something's missing. I decided to talk to a senior colleague at work about it, and he told me that's just how it is. But is that really true? Is it enough if it feels just right? I just couldn't give up, so after much deliberation, I applied this time. I was nervous at first because it was a bright room with so many people, but the actor hugged me tightly, and before I knew it, I was hooked. It was almost my first time using a tool, but it felt so good I couldn't stand. I'd never been licked so thoroughly, and my hips instinctively flinched. But I also found myself becoming more and more bold. I was embarrassed, but I wanted more, and I didn't want him to stop, and I think he could see through my true feelings. It was gentle yet intense, erotic yet pleasurable. I feel so good and so satisfied right now.