I even wonder how I managed to apply. I'm too young and foolish to apply, and I have a boyfriend I'm thinking about marrying. Applying for an adult film in this situation seems crazy, if you think about it. But...for some reason, I applied. Until now, I've somehow managed to stay on the same path as most people. I play and study like everyone else, and work like everyone else. My love life is average, too. All my friends say, "Misa never fails." So, why did I apply and now I'm in front of the camera? It's strange, but when the lights were on, I felt excited. The actor licked my fingers while staring at me, and I felt embarrassed and excited. But it felt good. My boyfriend isn't particularly sexually inclined, and even when we're together, I rarely feel this excited. As the actor's hard penis pressed against me, I felt increasingly lewd. His touch sent shivers down my spine, frustrating feelings of wanting to run away but also wanting more. I felt more pleasure than I'd ever experienced before, but just as I was about to climax, I was teased and left confused. Feelings of frustration and no desire to attack mixed together, so I pushed her down and attacked her. I had no idea that intense sex could be so fun and feel so good. I'm glad I came today.