I work planning trips. It's a job I've always wanted to do, so it's really fun. I get discounts on trips, so I often travel with friends or my younger boyfriend. I'm happy with both my work and my personal life, but my long-term relationship with my boyfriend has become stale and we've been drifting apart. His looks were my favorite, and that was the only thing that attracted me. We don't have great sexual chemistry. I just wanted to have some truly amazing sex, where I could feel the full force of pleasure. He seems to be a masochist, so I'm always the one doing the dominating. I'd really like to be the one being dominated. Today, the actor was holding a camera and filming, and I realized he was so skilled. He licked my neck and made me masturbate, which was a new and exciting experience. He tried various positions and we had plenty of time for penetration. It was a completely different experience than the ones I've had with him. It was the first time I'd experienced such intense sex. I feel bad for him, but I'm glad I tried it.