My husband, who is a decade older than me, doesn't caress me much. It feels like sex is just a chore, and it's lonely and we don't have much. Maybe I should be the one to ask, but I don't have much experience, so it's hard for me to do it myself... But, in truth, I want to feel better. I long for sex where I can be a little forceful and both of us feel good. That's why I was really looking forward to today's shoot. I was embarrassed and nervous to be naked in such a bright place, but it's been a long time since I've had my ears and back touched or hugged, and his body temperature felt so good. When he tied my wrists, I was more excited than I'd imagined, so I mustered up the courage to ask him to lick my breasts. I was too embarrassed to say it earlier, but the actor was so gentle, I felt safe and comfortable, and I became more and more obedient. I don't have much experience with licking, and I didn't know licking balls was normal. When I licked him, he twitched and reacted, and I was happy to see him react. It was all new to me, and I wasn't very good at cowgirl position, but he thrust so hard that I couldn't stand. At one point, my mind went blank, but it felt so good I lost consciousness. It's true that people can faint during sex.