I love him, but sex just never feels satisfying. I want to have sex where we kiss and confirm our love, or where we both drown in pleasure, but he always tells me not to move because he's about to cum, and it ends too quickly. That's why I've always wanted to be in adult videos, and I'm so envious of the actresses who cum multiple times on the other side of the screen. I felt like I could be satisfied here, so I decided to apply. He told me I needed to be wet because the actor was so intense, so I started by masturbating while being watched. It was embarrassing, but it was exciting, and it had been a long time since I'd had him stir inside me, and just that alone was enough to get me hooked. I think it's called sumata (sumata), and rubbing the actor's penis against my pussy was really exciting. I wanted him to stop teasing me and put it in quickly, but when he actually did, it felt so tight and painful. But it felt so good when it hit deep inside. It had been a long time since I'd had such freedom in sex, being thrust hard and being on top and moving however I wanted, and it was a truly happy experience. One thing I'm worried about is my voice training students. Many of the male students are good with the internet, so what if they find out? After having sex that feels so good, I might be swept away if they invite me to do it harder. Because I don't want to stop this feeling.