I go out drinking about once a month. I usually go to bed around midnight. I prefer to exercise rather than party at night. I love sports so much that I get restless if I'm not moving. I usually swim in the pool at the gym. A chubby figure doesn't suit me, so I'm always careful to maintain my figure. I've always thought about what men like, like what position is best or what feels good. As I've tried various types of play as an AV actress, I've become better at playing the dominant role. Fans often tell me that they "give me energy," and it makes me really happy to know that I'm sharing my abundant energy with them. Some elderly people even come to see me, leaning on their canes and saying, "I'm so glad to have met you," and knowing that I'm able to respond to the feelings of those fans motivates me to keep going. Today was my first shoot in a while. I felt very embarrassed when I was asked to do something so formal and normal. There was no particular script, just one-on-one sex with a man. I thought this might be the hardest part. I tried not to think too much, but to feel honestly with my body, and I wasn't really conscious that I was being filmed, so I was sweaty, my hair was messy, and I don't know what my face looked like. But I was just natural, empty-headed, and focused only on feeling good. Every time I went in and out, the squelching sound echoed through the room, and I could tell that I was super wet. I think I may have revealed my true self a little too much.