I attended private schools from elementary school to high school and then went on to a women's university in Tokyo. My friends around me were working as flight attendants or at major cosmetics companies, taking advantage of their strengths as women. I, surprisingly, wanted to work at a securities firm because I was interested in economics, which is something people often say. My job was incredibly busy, and honestly, it was so hard at first that I wanted to quit, but I didn't want people to treat me nicely just because I was a woman, and my competitive nature helped me to continue. I've gotten over the hump and recently, I've started to feel a little more relaxed at work. My single female friends around me haven't settled on one man, instead going on group dates in Ginza, Roppongi, Azabu, etc., and constantly changing men. I'm good at my work, but I'm actually not very good at having fun, and I think I'm quite shy. When guys pick me up, I get nervous and run away, and I can't have that kind of relationship with people from work. It's been a while since I broke up with my boyfriend, and I was reading various blogs and Twitter accounts about women becoming thirsty when they don't have sex, so I panicked and applied to be in an adult video. Before I knew it, I was in front of the camera. In the evening, I was standing by the window in a hotel room with a beautiful view, giving myself over to the man I'd just met. It was hard to imagine, and it felt so real, that this was being filmed and seen by someone else. Before I knew it, my panties were incredibly wet, and I was sitting on the sofa with my legs spread, my breathing erratically. After he performed cunnilingus on me, he fingered me inside, stimulating my sensitive spots, and I couldn't help but squirt and cum, moaning, "Ahh... that feels good... that..." I wanted more and more, and my excitement was unstoppable, yearning for his hardened penis. After licking his nipples ecstatically, I stuffed his big penis into my mouth. Just when I thought he'd finally inserted it, it hit my sensitive spot and I came inside him quickly. I lost count of the number of times I'd climaxed from his penis. I was afraid I'd become addicted to sex.