I've been pursuing beauty for my entire career in the beauty industry, but the other day, at a dinner party with some women, we got excited talking about how the secret to beauty is female hormones, or sex. Everyone at the dinner party was independent, established in their own lifestyles, and enjoying their sex lives. They spoke confidently and without any shame about it, and I felt embarrassed, realizing how inexperienced I was! I'd vaguely heard about squirting and toys, but I didn't think everyone actually did it. I'd barely watched adult videos, but after researching squirting and watching a few videos, I found it incredibly erotic and wanted to experience that kind of pleasure. Embarrassed that I didn't know anything about it, even though I was a grown-up, I panicked and applied to an adult video. I was extremely nervous about the shoot. Since I didn't know much, I honestly said I wanted to try squirting. First, I was given a vibrating pink plastic toy. Next, a large, gray, vibrating machine that you place on your shoulder. Next, he tried one vibrator after another, shaped like a man's penis, so big I wasn't sure if it would fit or not, on my vagina. When he inserted the vibrator, it stimulated both the inside and outside, and I came while thrusting it in and out. After playing with the toy, the man appeared, and when he stimulated my vagina with his fingers, squirting spurted out about two meters away. I was quite surprised that it could come out so easily. Even when I thought I couldn't come anymore, it just kept coming out regardless of my will. After that, when the actor inserted his hot thing inside me, I was hit with an unprecedented wave of pleasure, and I naturally started to cry out louder and became quite aroused. When I looked in the mirror later, I noticed that my skin looked somehow more lustrous. I feel like the idea that an increase in female hormones leads to beauty is not wrong.