It's embarrassing to say it myself, but I thought I was a serious person. I also thought I was pure. And since my husband was the only one who knew about my experiences with men, I thought it was rare these days. But...but... Since appearing in this production, my world has changed. I've discovered parts of myself that I didn't know about. I decided that I wanted to actively change my sex life with my husband, which had been feeling a bit stale. Now we're having sex more often than before, and I think we've taken a step forward from that rut. So today. This is the day of my second shoot for Luxury TV. I was so excited and nervous that I couldn't sleep the night before. Because I couldn't forget the pleasure of sex I experienced during the shoot. Having sex with another man behind my husband's back... I experienced that sense of immorality. And most of all, here I can honestly express desires that I normally wouldn't tell my husband, like "I want to be on top..." or "I want you to thrust hard from behind..." When asked, "What kind of sex do you want to have today?" I answered, "I want more stimulating sex, where I take the lead," something I would never normally say. Now, once again, I will experience pleasure in the form of a shoot. I can feel joy in seeing the man I'm with enjoy himself. Just thinking about it makes my cheeks naturally relax. Am I really a slutty woman? No... I think I can honestly say that this is the real me now.